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Premonition and Living A Dream

At the beginning of 2017 I was experiencing a reoccurring dream almost like I was leading a second life whilst I was in a state of slumbar.

The dream was that I had some sort daytime activity like a job in wiltshire at a race track and I was colleagues/friends with a ginger lad with a side parting who lived somewhere almost terraced with a lot of trees around.

Well in 2017 I started my degree doing motorsport engineering at Castle Combe. I couldn’t believe it as working in motorsport has always been a dream, literally! I live and breathe motorsport. Some people love football but I like vehicles.

Nowadays I’m at the circuit most of the week and weekend if its open. This all felt very familiar. Might be because I was doing something very similar in the land of nod.

So thats part of the dream matched up coincidentally. Let’s get to the red hair lad with a side parting.

Upon arrival at my digs in Lacock, I was greeted by a friendly lad who is a student warden here. He helped me move my stuff in due to lifting restrictions. How crazy is that.

My halls of residence are at the end of a one mile long driveway with a lot of trees and the buildings are long almost terraced housing like.

3 coincidences make it slightly hard to believe that they are coincidences. It’s eerily spooky how I was living this very similar life in a dream.

As I have written before I worked in Germany. Well I also dreamt for a few weeks that I was doing that before I went out there.

Another coincidence or was it premonition. There have been other things happen like gut feelings and avoiding a situation and that would be the night or day that there would be some trouble or drama.

Pretty fucking spooky if you my honest oppinion, I have visited two mediums before and they both told me that they have picked up on my “sixth’ sense before. It is one of these things that you believe or you do not. All depends how spiritual, sceptical or if you believe in supernatural forces.

Me personally I’m a believer that there is energies that are beyond our control and science can not prove yet.

It could just be sheer coincidence but it’s too regular to me for it to be. I have always been interested in the paranormal and weird happenings. I have felt presence of spiritual energies before.

I have a very Taoist and Buddhist outlook on life, life is energy and energy is omnipotent and always present. It flows through people and the planet.

If I could use song lyrics to describe my life at the moment it would be Staind’s- so far away.

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
‘Cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we’re here,
It’s so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All in the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we’re here it’s so far away
And I feel like I can face the day, and I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing okay
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before
Somebody shake me ’cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we’re here,
It’s so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All in the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we’re here it’s so far away
And I feel like I can face the day, and I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today
I’m so afraid of waking
Please don’t shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don’t shake me
Now that we’re here,
It’s so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All in the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we’re here it’s so far away
And I feel like I can face the day, and I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

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